i'm alive....

......but hardly.


to sum it up:


[this week]:
i've gone to bed at 2:30am or later every night.
i've cried three separate times.
i am now sick, you can probably guess why.
my car alarm has gone off 4 TIMES, all of which i have been inside during. for no apparent reason. awesome.
last night for dinner, i had a latte, a chicken nugget, and raisinettes.
i have considered dropping out and joining the circus more than once.


at this point, i cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel.


dear finals; i hope you die a PAINFUL and slow death.


TUESDAY COME SOON.